♥ Thursday, July 23, 2009
Woah, thanks everyone, especially -MeToYou-.
In fact, i had a simple birthday this year.
Thank you those who remembered my big day,
the wonderful megas & smses, deeply appreciated.
My INTERNET EXPLORER 8 met up with some problems,
wysiwyg editor cant be used, & im an idiot in computer,
so im not able to solve my problems, argh =.=
no SS & pictures till i fixed everything,
for now, im also very irritated as i only @@ black & white boxes -.-
When i got on AuditionSea at 1145pm on 21st July,
my fam members told me, "Awwww Audition closing at 12am sharp ..",
i "HUH" .... oh got maintainese, i was like sian 1/2,
then my cute members went to pm GM, asking if can extend 5mins,
let them show me what they planned for me, and the countdown.
** Touched ** anyway, end up audi shut down at 1am,
this fam brought me tears, anger, sorrows yet ...
they do have their innocent sides, thoughtful & sweet.
CherishME is loved by -MeToYou- right?All of you must remember what i said,
-MeToYou- is also loved by CherishME,
i will never leave all of you alone,
never never cast the fam aside, ok?
CherishME "da gou gou" wink :D
Should say is double joy on 22nd July,
fam center update, -MTY- is quite stable now,
great thanks to ~AngKongKia~, -d-Tattooist,
for the 50k fp as my birthday gift,
still transferring but the 1st 12k does make a difference.
My members are indeed grateful to the help contributed,
im asked to post here to express their gratitudes,
they wanted to say:
" Thanks ~AngKongKia~ for protecting -MeToYou-,
" Thanks -d-Tattooist for loving CherishME,
" Without your fam & you,
" We would not be able to make CherishME smile,
" We love her, We love -MTY, you made the difference ..."So, if Akk members or master see this,
my members are thankful to you, so am i.
Thank you once again ...
Before the final breakup, the forever goodbye,
between CherishYOU & me,
he once promised he would be the 1st to sms me,
he would use candles to draft out "Happy Bdae, Dear",
cause i missed them all last year ... all thks to someone,
i made a last call to him before 12am on 21st July,
requested him to sms me "Happy Birthday",
so at least, for once, he did something for me.
Refused at 1st, but last night b4 my birthday ended,
my phone went beep, and i saw his sms,
short yet sincere, thanks for everything, Thomas.
Though we are done for each other, we tried,
the forbidden r/s still came to an end.
I hate you for everything, for your cruelty,
i hate you for being mean & heartless,
but last night, that simple sms, reminded me smth,
be glad once in my life, you truthfully loved me once,
there were things done to exchange my smile,
silly actions to prove that you loved me,
giving in most of the times though you were bad tempered too,
we had our bad times, 3rd parties & such,
still, the happiness & laughters replaced all tears.
Before you left totally, your last sms indicated,
sorry for bringing more tears than joy,
i wish to let you know now & here,
whatever you once said, once done for me,
they were more than enough to cover the pain & hurt during quarrels.
Last but not least, Thomas, thank you for everything.
Im in tears when im typing this message for you, but with sincerity.
I respect you, cause you let go of the past, put down the hatred,
wished me happy birthday, this is something which i couldnt do.
And yes, you made me smile for that second,
our songs "说好的幸福呢" & "我知道" expressed all.
Hereby, i wish you all the best, stay happy.
In my life, there were too many ups & downs,
if not for my group of sweet girls,
i guessed i wont be able to stand up once more.
I strongly believed, there's a will, there's a way.
For a certain reason, im not changing this blog song anymore.
A long period of time, i stopped blogging long post,
now i did, means what? Clever ~ CherishME is emo again.
But, just for today, cause many memories flashed back.
A few closed friends asked me,
"is there someone new in my life?"
"Will my personal blog be open again?"
Yes, there is definately someone new,
but, due to some reasons, the r/s is rather unstable,
i hope & wish for the better, hopefully is a sweet story.
Remember i once said, every relationship, to me,
is like a story book, chapter by chapter,
will the ending be like fairytale,
happily ever after ...is up the "prince" to decide (:
Next, my personal blog i will open up again,
but not now, cause i want to erase all the entries in it,
i do not wish to think of the past anymore,
especially, CherishME & CherishYOU no longer an item anymore..
Today, my audi friend asked me,
will my couple be changing ign to CherishYOU or CherishY0U,
or any couple nicks, i said no,
something can be the same, but meaning would never be the same.
For now, i just hope, im a able to scribble chapter 2 for my r/s,
i simply do not wish to let it stopped & ended at chapter 1.
Another New Chapter of -MeToYou- Began @ 3:14 PM