♥ Thursday, November 5, 2009
Did a new post for my boyfriend's fam today.
Actually, just have the urge to clear his name.
Read it up @
http://www.angkongkia-akk.blogspot.com/
I spat out the words maliciously with sarcasm though.
To me, KindOfDevil is someone whom i'm more than ready,
to give him a tongue-lashing, a good dressing-down (:
If not my boy asked me to be kind with words,
it would probably be more than what i written on akk blog.
** -AKK- is now known as I~thYAKUZA~I, YKZ **
AuditionSea is definately a place,
where people exchanged gossips as if is the latest bargains in town,
but do gossip & bad mouth with concreate evidences,
unwanted informations, accusations & words hurt ...
Exchanged some views from a few appointed JR.
Perhaps they detected a tinge of disappointment in me,
they consoled me, telling me my fam is still as good.
I just replied in a shudder,
i do not wish to deceive myself,
this is not the fam i used to have, it changed.
Seriously, i gave up.
There is no point arguing.
Ever wonder why is there such need to transfer fp from others?
Let me answer, when there is a fam channel,
everyone finds excuses not to help.
FP are simply earned by myself, taggers & a few tx members.
When i seeked help,
some pretended to be afk, some bz tagging exp,
some can even tell me, "sorry, im not user".
Do you all really enjoyed letting the fam go down in rank?
I understand, is my effort, not any of you,
obviously, there is no such need to help,
"MEMBERS", sounded more like "SLACKERS"
Since is always the few that helped,
lets not waste each other time,
i will do "clean up" tonight,
no more the old soft hearted CherishME.
My patience reached a limit, i'm done (:
No matter how i emphasis, asking for help,
eventually, what did i get?
I do not wish to compare,
but,
members from other fams appear to be more co-operative?
I'm heartbroken, and yes, i no longer love this fam,
this is not my fam, no longer the old -MTY- i built.
Just because of one stupid mega that "gek" me,
my bf had to stay awake the whole night,
blocking channel after channel,
to make me smile & happy,
he does not owe me, does not owe -MTY-.
He is neither a channel buying tool,
but do you all really understand,
-MTY- is affecting my mood badly,
again & again, time after time ...
Another New Chapter of -MeToYou- Began @ 12:37 AM